scraping bones

I have a headache between the lobes of my brain. My eyes are itchy from the dusty air. There is a nagging ache in my spinalis. Eating is painful. I haven't properly slept in I really don't remember how long - probably a month at least. I lay down for hours tossing between my right and then left sides. I fluctuate between just sweating and having a chill. It's usually about 5am when I do finally get to sleep. Sleeping pills aren't really working anymore. I'm unable to take naps during the day. Primal sex is the only thought in my head. The smell of lust makes me thirsty. I have three more weeks of this. If I'm not already, I'm going to be a wreck when its all over.